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FIGHTING YOUR INNER DEMONS
Everybody has them. Some are louder than others. Some are stronger. Some are overwhelming, and sooner or later you just give up fighting. But there are other people around you who want to help you - maybe they're suffering too, either because of your inner monster or their own. Or maybe they're one of the lucky ones with demons that don't howl so much.

You can help each other. It's better than the alternative.

TURN OVER A NEW LEAF FOR YOU

Here's the thing: in the past, you've not been a nice person. Whether you were just a little nasty, you did terrible things, you were forced to be a monster, or your heart was dark to the core, it's understandable why you weren't anyone's favorite. But those days are behind you. Now, there's someone you care for, someone you want to get closer to, someone you lov-

Well, they make you want to be a better person. This desire could have been a gradual realization, or you could have suddenly decided one day to improve. In the same vein, you may want a complete overhaul, yet you could also be more realistic and try to work on one thing. Still, you know that you're the only one who can change yourself.

How is that going? It can't be easy, as old habits die hard. Do you have a supportive loved one — or someone who wants nothing to do with you, no matter how much you improve?

FIRSTS

You're in right smack in the middle of exciting times, perhaps even the peak of your life so far, and you're not alone. For you and your companion, it's all about firsts: first crush, first love, first fight, first confession, first kiss, first time, first adventure to certain death together - you know, as you do. There is a first time for everything, after all, and they say you never forget your first.

So...first?

1. First Kiss: Is there anything sweeter?

2. First Date: Are you super awkward and nervous or getting on like a house on fire?

3. First Time: A little awkward, a little exciting, always memorable. (Unless you had to get drunk to get up the nerve.)

4. First Place: Apartment in the city, or perfect white picket fenced home! Either way, better make the best of it.

5. First Pet: Dog or cat? Fish tank? Rhinoceros?

6. What is this...Love Thing?: I don't understand love. What is love, baby don't hurt me ---

7. Protected/Safe: You always feel safe with them. How can you thank them?

8. Childhood Sweethearts: You've loved them what seems like forever, ever since you were little.

9. Arguments: You jerk! Look what you've done! I never want to see you again.

10. Unlucky Friend: You lost the person of your dreams to someone else, perhaps because of their allure or perhaps because you never spoke up. What can you do now?

11. I'll Cheer You On: Always supportive, always by your side, they're the person you can count on. Why do they care so much, though?

12. Slap-Slap-Kiss: I could kill you for what you just did! I could - I could KISS YOU.

13. Confession in the Heat of the Moment: You're about to go defeat the ultimate baddie. How about confessing your feelings to the person you love? Seems legit.

14. Sudden Kiss: Kiss from nowhere! There are lots of reasons for this: to stop someone from crying, to make them be quiet, or just to explain yourself when words can't.

15. Waking Up: Fluffy, sleepy, giggly morning in bed.

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Tandy would never think that him being so affected was pathetic. If anything, it gave her a rush of smug female satisfaction to know that she could affect him so strongly. She liked the idea that she could make his mind go blank and test his willpower. So she couldn't resist peeking at him through her lashes, watching his face as he tried to work through what was happening him.

The low growling noise he made surprised her while sending a rush of heat through her, causing a small noise at the back of her throat while she pressed her thighs together like that would help. Not that it really could considering how fast her heart was racing or the fact that she was already getting really turned on all over again.

She continued to test them by trying different levels of suction and ways of using her tongue against him to get the best reaction. She paid close attention for the first little bit but it wasn't long before she melted into simply enjoying herself while enjoying him. When she knew he was close, she worked him a little faster, her head bobbing up and down as she hummed all around him.

A lesson was quickly learned. Ty would never, ever compare his past experiences--if they could even be called that--to being with Tandy. Apparently a blowjob wasn't just a simple girl putting mouth on guy's dick. That had been ...nice? He thought it was good but that was a joke compared to what Tandy was doing to him. If his mind could be conscious of something other than 'don't come too fast' then Ty might've finally learned what a 'hummer' was.

"Fuck," he cursed without realizing. His voice was breathless and an octave lower than usual. She caused that growl to rumble in his chest between slipping vulgarities. Suction was an incredible thing. Tandy wasn't just blowing him like some kind of favor but seemed to enjoy him, if that was a thing. From what little Ty knew, girls didn't like going down on guys. Not the way guys liked going down on girls.

What did he know? He'd never done the latter and was quickly becoming convinced that Tandy's performance was what a real blowjob was, not the thing he'd experienced once before. His breaths turned into panting and he felt his back start to arch as she picked up the pace. Ty was sure Tandy could taste how close she was getting him but still made an effort to warn her. ...If grabbing at the back of her head and squeezing could be considered a warning.

He trembled, erupting with pleasure. Something between a moan and groan roared through his lips. The arch on his back dropped before he stopped squeezing his eyes shut. Ty felt spent in a way he'd never known and didn't even have enough energy to apologize for his actions. He immediately tried to find her face once his eyes opened, though they barely looked open from how heavy his surge of arousal had hit him.

The truth was that Tandy had always enjoyed going down on guys a little bit but mostly because she liked the power of the moment and knowing that she controlled the pleasure. It wasn't a big favorite though either, not as much as the idea of a guy going down on her or just straight up sex. The latter which had happened far more than the first thing since it hadn't really happened all that much with Liam.

But she was finding it was more of a rush with Ty and one that she was enjoying quite a bit. She loved every noise that he made and every jerk of his hips when she did something just right. She found it was driving her crazy just a little, making her squirm in a way that had her backside rocking in the air as she squeezed her thighs together to help with the way her clit throbbed.

It was a guessing game to know how far she could take him or how close he was getting...until it wasn't. The way that he grabbed at the back of her head and squeezed while the musky taste of him got stronger against her tongue made her realize that he was right on the edge. It was also the moment she knew she could have pulled back and finished him with her hand but she didn't.

She held him in her mouth when he erupted, her whole body singing as she felt his release and tasted it while she drank it down. She closed her eyes tightly as she did, almost holding her breath as she swallowed as quickly as she could until she was sucking gently and there was no more coming. Then she gave him a few more quick licks before pulling off with a little gasp, a shiver running through her as she was turned on all over again but recognized he would need a moment.

Pressing her lips together as she quickly rubbed a hand over them, she rose up and collapsed beside him again while he finally found the strength to look at her face. Then she smiled at him, giggling softly. "I take it you liked that?"

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There would be no convincing that what she made him feel was natural. Ty reached out and took a fistful of sheets over the mattress, checking to make sure he wasn't floating. His body felt unreal. A surge ran through him instead of dwindling just at the constant of her mouth on his dick when he erupted. That... he swore that was just something a woman would do for money and he'd never experience it.

Maybe one day he'd find a way to explain that to Tandy without having her think he saw her in some bad light. He was aroused, not put off. And for some inexplicable reason, Ty knew without a doubt that it wasn't something she did with just anyone. He believed to his core that she did it just for him. Maybe not uttering a word was as much to safeguard him as it was to protect her feelings.

His body had pleasurably tensed as she cleaned him off with her mouth. She might have noticed the goosebumps that her actions elicited. Ty had no chance of resurrecting his erection so soon but Tandy created a spark with her care. She was at his side and grinning at him before he knew it. All he had the ability to do aside from smile was nod an answer to her. He pulled her in with the arm closest to her.

"I could die right now and be good with the world," he uttered breathlessly after a beat. His eyes had closed again while trying to get his bearings and he quickly opened them to look at her. Open but heavily lidded, he looked to his girlfriend with a happiness that could be considered obscene. Ty found that his face hurt from smiling and a husky chuckle left him. "You win!" He knew it wasn't a competition but it still had to be said.

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