Tyrone "Ty" Johnson (
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FIGHTING YOUR INNER DEMONS
Everybody has them. Some are louder than others. Some are stronger. Some are overwhelming, and sooner or later you just give up fighting. But there are other people around you who want to help you - maybe they're suffering too, either because of your inner monster or their own. Or maybe they're one of the lucky ones with demons that don't howl so much.
You can help each other. It's better than the alternative.
TURN OVER A NEW LEAF FOR YOU
Here's the thing: in the past, you've not been a nice person. Whether you were just a little nasty, you did terrible things, you were forced to be a monster, or your heart was dark to the core, it's understandable why you weren't anyone's favorite. But those days are behind you. Now, there's someone you care for, someone you want to get closer to, someone you lov-
Well, they make you want to be a better person. This desire could have been a gradual realization, or you could have suddenly decided one day to improve. In the same vein, you may want a complete overhaul, yet you could also be more realistic and try to work on one thing. Still, you know that you're the only one who can change yourself.
How is that going? It can't be easy, as old habits die hard. Do you have a supportive loved one — or someone who wants nothing to do with you, no matter how much you improve?
FIRSTS
You're in right smack in the middle of exciting times, perhaps even the peak of your life so far, and you're not alone. For you and your companion, it's all about firsts: first crush, first love, first fight, first confession, first kiss, first time, first adventure to certain death together - you know, as you do. There is a first time for everything, after all, and they say you never forget your first.
So...first?
1. First Kiss: Is there anything sweeter?
2. First Date: Are you super awkward and nervous or getting on like a house on fire?
3. First Time: A little awkward, a little exciting, always memorable. (Unless you had to get drunk to get up the nerve.)
4. First Place: Apartment in the city, or perfect white picket fenced home! Either way, better make the best of it.
5. First Pet: Dog or cat? Fish tank? Rhinoceros?
6. What is this...Love Thing?: I don't understand love. What is love, baby don't hurt me ---
7. Protected/Safe: You always feel safe with them. How can you thank them?
8. Childhood Sweethearts: You've loved them what seems like forever, ever since you were little.
9. Arguments: You jerk! Look what you've done! I never want to see you again.
10. Unlucky Friend: You lost the person of your dreams to someone else, perhaps because of their allure or perhaps because you never spoke up. What can you do now?
11. I'll Cheer You On: Always supportive, always by your side, they're the person you can count on. Why do they care so much, though?
12. Slap-Slap-Kiss: I could kill you for what you just did! I could - I could KISS YOU.
13. Confession in the Heat of the Moment: You're about to go defeat the ultimate baddie. How about confessing your feelings to the person you love? Seems legit.
14. Sudden Kiss: Kiss from nowhere! There are lots of reasons for this: to stop someone from crying, to make them be quiet, or just to explain yourself when words can't.
15. Waking Up: Fluffy, sleepy, giggly morning in bed.
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"I mean..." She started to smile because they both knew she wasn't thinking about planking or anything like that at all. Sure, that was kind of impressive too but then his eyes were rolling back in his head and she couldn't stop the rush of smug satisfaction she felt. Or that it turned her on more to know she had that kind of effect on him.
Leaning up between them, she brushed her lips along the curve of his jaw and down his neck, nibbling gently over the skin as she started to move her hand faster while he rocked his hips to thrust against her. As she did, she moved her other hand around to push at the waistband of his boxers, finding it somewhat awkward given their position but she still wanted them off. So she could get him off.
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He couldn't remember if her underwear was off, barely remembering how they ended up in the middle of the bed. His warning might have been confusing given he continued to roll his hips as she held his erection. The desire was too strong to stop but also nerve wracking that he might disappoint her during their first time. Once his body was free of the underwear that he wore, Ty nudged her legs apart by the inside of her knees.
"You're... gonna... make me ...finish," he uttered in a strained voice at a whisper. Ty held his temple at the side of her own. A shiver coursed through his body, trembling at the climax he was on the brink of.
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So she let him go when he warned her again that she was going to make him finish. She was panting softly against his hair as she moved her hand to the side, discreetly wiping it against the blanket before she started to wriggle with the intention of getting her panties off since she still had them. Which proved to be difficult considering their position but also because they were damp with her arousal but she wasn't bothered by it.
When she finally got her panties down that she could kick them off, she felt her heart jump into her throat while a flutter danced in the pit of her stomach. They were both as naked as could be as he settled between her thighs, her legs cradling his hips as she looked up at him.
"Ty..." She breathed his name softly, her gaze intense and filled with different emotions. She could have made a joke but the moment felt too big for that. It was big and overwhelming as she shifted to slide a leg around him, giving him a nudge as she rocked her hips up to tease herself against him. She could feel the length of his arousal press and rub against her, causing her to hold her breath as she waited for him to take the next step.
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"Hey..." he answered when she called his name, feeling the level of varied emotions. His response might have been a single word but it was tender and caring. Ty felt she'd give him shit if he commented on how she looked. He'd seen Tandy display emotion, particularly when it came to her affection for her dad. This was different. Better. And not just because it was about him. She...cared. About him. For him. She seemed to know how he felt about her. "..Tandy."
It seemed necessary to say her name similar to her calling his. It was as if to declare to the other that they knew who they were with. Not Liam or Evita. Nobody but the other. Ty broke his gaze to pull back and check what he was doing. A novice move but he wouldn't profess to knowing any different. She had rubbed along his length for him to feel her readiness so he didn't make her wait any longer and pushed inside her walls.
Something between a moan and grunt rumbled from him as every muscle in his body tensed with the rush of pleasure. Again he trembled after fully burying in Tandy. "God, that's good." The words were breathless and quivered along with his rigid form. "Fuck--Sorry!...Uh." Ty groaned and dropped his forehead to rest on top of hers while trying to relax before really embarrassing himself. He was suddenly happy about not still being at the church. Lightning might have struck him down.
"Should've used a condom," he muttered before realizing how what he said could've sounded like to her. His head immediately picked up to look at Tandy with heavily lidded eyes. "Would've felt less good. I'm seriously about to embarrass the hell out of myself. ...Sorry." His arms moved in and cradled her form underneath him. His hands sought hers to link their fingers together. "Never felt anything this good before."
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It was a relief to get rid of the last article of clothing separating them and the feeling stole her breath once more. As did the look in his eye when he answered her and the way his voice softened. Just for a second it was enough to almost make her panic but it was so fleeting that she knew it was more like a ghost passing through. She didn't have to be scared of being vulnerable or intimate with him because she really did care about him.
"I know." She murmured, nodding slightly as she slid her hands up his sides, biting her lip again as she watched him look down. She didn't think it was a novice move. Honestly, she just figured that maybe he liked watching himself press into her and she was tempted to watch too. But then he was inside of her, bringing about her own soft moan as she arched slightly and clenched around him.
She had told him before that the release of her power had been like sex. Maybe even better than sex. At one time, she might have even thought that but this was so much better. There was also a flare of white light against his back when her hands jerked up to get a better hold on him but there were no blades. Just a flare of power mixed with the pleasure before she relaxed slightly, opening her eyes to look up at him.
Then she giggled softly, sweeping her hands up and down his back. "It's better than...oh god. It's better than good."
Just a little press of his hips had stolen her breath again and she shuddered as she rolled her hips slowly to find his rhythm. Normally she would have been all about making it quick, turning it into a fast fuck just to get off but this time she wanted more. Even if the first time was still fast. So she smiled a little at his words, lifting her head to bump her nose gently against his while they clasped hands. "It's okay, Ty. We have all night."
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It was nothing like the sex he'd had. Ty wasn't sure what he had before Tandy even qualified as sex, the past paled in comparison. Maybe she knew. Neither of them were psychic but they were definitely linked. He'd walked in on whatever she was doing to Liam... maybe she knew about his night with Evita? Ty hoped Tandy didn't just as he hoped she didn't know about any of his limited past sexual experience. They probably should've had a conversation. Maybe.
He lost the battle but was determined to win the war. If he didn't know she'd meant to trigger her power of if he'd sparked it somehow. What he did know was his climax came and there had been no stopping it. Ty was surprised at both feeling the release but still capable of continuing. He wasn't as hard as he'd been originally yet enough to build back up. Tandy had said they had all night like she could read his mind. There was a devilish smirk on his face after catching his breath.
"That was amazing." His mouth moved over hers with hands still locked that slid together above her head. Only then as his hips rocked to resuscitate the softened erection inside her, did Ty recognize the dance between them. Tandy was his partner in every way and he never saw it more so than that fleeting moment. Maybe it was a glimpse into the future, using her power of hope. They could bring the best out of each other no matter the environment. "You're amazing."
He'd learned in the short time they had just fooled around to apply pressure in a certain way and the pace to thrust into her. Faster. Harder. Not too fast or too hard. In fact, Ty was sure holding hands kept him in tune to what Tandy needed from him. "Tandy... tell me... what you want... please." If pleading made him sound weak, so be it. She deserved the same pleasure he received. More so, if he had any say in it. All the hurt she received in life--this had to be the reason why...
Ty lost all thought again, feeling pleasure creep back up and needing to will it down. He pulled his head back again to watch her face. Their powers could clear a city block yet intimacy wasn't creating something that hurt anyone else. He could sense that. It empowered and shielded them, only failing them if either ever opted to be with someone else intimately--possibly never reaching the pleasure their powered side created. "I'll never leave you. No matter what. You know that, right?"
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"Ty." She whimpered softly when she felt him press deep one last time before going still with his first climax. She could feel the rush of it as she clenched and shuddered around him without actually matching him. She was so close to her own but it didn't bother her that she hadn't gone over yet. She wanted the sensations to continue, so she held still for a moment even though her body was near trembling with how everything felt.
There was a brief smile when he called her amazing but then her lips were pressed against his even as she felt a thrill in the way he pinned her hands above her head. She didn't know why but she liked the little show of dominance from him as he kept them pinned there, stretching her out beneath him like he could command her to do what he wanted. Then he was thrusting slowly again, wiping her brain clean and earning another moan as she curled her fingers about to hold onto whatever she could.
She didn't even care that he was 'pleading' with her because, honestly, she loved the sound of his voice. Yes, he did talk a little more than she had ever experienced but she wanted him to continue. Panting against his lips, she started to rock her hips faster and harder, meeting his thrusts as she pressed her heels against the bed and tilted her hips to urge him deeper. The bed was starting to squeak beneath them.
"I'm....I'm gonna come." She told him with a gasp when he pulled back to look at her, her eyes clenched closed and her head tilted back. "Please please please..."
She wasn't even sure what she was pleading for or that the word kept falling from her lips. Her hold tightened and her body started to strain as the pleasure built to an almost painful note considering she had been pushed close, pulled back and then made to go over. Then she was coming as he promised to never leave her, her climax causing her to cry out softly as found the release she needed. It was blissful too, lasting a bit longer than she was used to until she collapsed a little. Except it didn't feel like enough as she felt like she could still go too.
"Oh god..." She opened her eyes to look at him, feeling somewhat stunned. "Jesus Christ, Ty...."
..I AM NOT WORTHY!
Dancing in the club had shown off how great they were together until making love. They held a rhythm in addition to the other's hands, before just holding one another. He felt like a novice as she moved under him but Ty no longer felt inept. Tandy was teaching him in her own way, increasing his pleasure with every thrust she met him with. The bed increased from squeaking to pounding the headboard against the wall.
He stilled only when she tensed and became rigid under him, resting his weight to one side so he can see her. Ty couldn't help but smile when Tandy looked at him. No shyness or awkwardness, just happiness. He accidentally rocked his hips and rolled his eyes toward the back of his head again at the stroke the move inadvertently caused. His chest moved with breath from exertion, close to reaching a second orgasm but not wanting to ruin her moment.
Tandy could easily even up the odds with just the slightest use of her powers or a couple of more strokes. "Did you?" Ty couldn't help ask her regardless of all the signs pointing to yes.
NO, it's ME who is not worthy!
She didn't even mind the fact that he watched her as she came undone beneath him, the aftershocks causing little twitches and then a gentle tremble until she was able to come back to herself again. At least until he accidentally rocked his hips, causing her to suck in a breath because it felt really, really good to her too even though she had just come.
"Yes." A little huff of laughter escaped her as she shifted to let go of his hands, moving her own to cup his face between her palms as she leaned up to kiss him. "Of course, I did, Ty."
But she knew he was on the edge of a second orgasm and she wanted to help him over. There was no reason she couldn't make it a little fun or make it a new experience. So she pulled back with a bit of a smirk, moving her hands to his shoulders. "Roll onto your back."
PFFT! No, ME
He did as Tandy had asked, careful not to crush her leg or sandwich the bedding under him in the move. Their connection would've broken had his erection gone down at all. Ty moved his hands with palms up to his sides, waiting for what she wanted of him next. He was growing more comfortable and eager to learn.
NUH UH, ME!
The change in position so that she was on top and straddling him meant a change in how he was buried deep inside of her. The angle of it, the way he suddenly felt like he was filling her in a completely different way had her gasping, her lashes fluttering as she closed her eyes for a second just to revel in how good it felt.
Then she couldn't help but smile down at him as she settled into more of a sitting position, wriggling just a bit to get a reaction out of him. She followed it by a slow roll of her hips, humming as she decided to clarify why she had giggled. "Because trust me, that was probably the hardest I've ever come, Ty."
<3 agree to disagree!
Down deep, he was ready to take ALL the consequences. That thought process would probably scare the hell out of Tandy but she had to know he was that type underneath. Ty didn't want to think of having a kid now, and kept the particular consequence at bay, knowing they were both still pretty much kids themselves. Kids who had to grow faster than the others around them for different reasons that had thrown them together. Maybe he wasn't so much a kid anymore.
He didn't feel like one there with Tandy. In experienced, yes. Not a clueless boy, even when he felt out of her league. A young man and a young woman who complimented the other when on opposite sides of a problem yet also had a good bit of things in common. Ty could see she was trying to make him feel good, not just think of herself the way he imagined she used to do. And he'd keep trying to figure out what it was that she liked.
However, none of that thought process continued as she settled above him. His hands instantly moved to her hips while his eyes watched when not pressed tightly closed from adjusting to her ministrations. "Yeah?" he questioned rhetorically with a very dry throat. Ty swallowed and opened heavily lidded eyes to watch her. "First for me too." And maybe he'd tell her later that this was all really his first. For now, he enjoyed the moment.
Agreed!
Not that a baby between them would be such a horrible thing but she wasn't ready for a mother. Not with how their life was at the moment and the fact that they were still trying to figure out this divine pairing shit. More than they, they were still trying to figure out each other and how to be a couple. Something they had only just decided on.
But there would be no doubt in her mind that Ty would back her up no matter what happened. He was too good not to and definitely in a better league than she was. She couldn't stop herself from smiling at him as she slid her hands over his arms while his hands settled on her hips.
"Good." She breathed, flushed with pleasure at his words and just how good he felt as she started to find her rhythm. Slow grinding rolls of her hips to keep them connected, building slowly in intensity and speed as watched him for cues as to what he liked. It grew increasingly hard to concentrate as she focused more on the physical over time, catching his hands once to move them to her thighs, her head tipping back as she started to moan softly again. She didn't know if she would climax again but it felt possible. Still, she was more intent on helping him achieve his second one at the moment.
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The thought made him shudder. Had it been her powers that gave him a glimpse or his mind overpowered by the pleasure Tandy was giving him. She had him breathless from the sight of her mounted on top of him, more than her beautiful body but the look on her face. Ty smiled when she wasn't giving him a surge of pleasure. Those times, his eyes closed and the muscles on his chest and arms flexed from the rush.
When her hands guided his hands to her thighs, he moved his thumb toward her center. His body was remaining rigid as she was getting him closer to climax. Ty wasn't sure of exactly where the pad of his thumb needed to go but her reaction had given him a good idea. He stroked to the rhythm Tandy was moving on him and tried to be mindful of it as she brought him to orgasm.
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Enjoying the look on his face as he stared up at her, Tandy decided that she had never felt sexier in her life. Enough so that she was smiling every time she looked at him, her hands sweeping over his chest and his stomach, caressing gently until she caught his hands to bring them to her thighs.
She half expected him to leave them there but he surprised her by moving one of his thumbs to her center. Just the added sensation of his thumb rubbing over her clit had her drawing in a shaky breath and moving faster. She had thought it would take a while to orgasm again but the way he touched her, the way he seemed to know to go with the rhythm she had set, meant she would follow him over just a handful of thrusts after he did.
Still trembling a moment later, Tandy slumped down on top of him and eventually slid up to collapse beside him. The pulse of arousal was still there though quieter for a moment which was a relief as she let out a shaky laugh, pushing some sweat-dampened hair from her face. Yes, he had told her not to laugh but she was too giddy to stop herself.
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His arms wrapped around her the moment she lowered and melded onto him. "Sorry," he uttered breathlessly. This time, it wasn't about climax but he was damp with sweat and wasn't even the one doing the work. Yet neither did his arms relinquish their hold around her. They loosened when she slipped off and onto his side. Ty shifted to prop himself up on an elbow, peering tentatively down her. "What?" he asked through a curious grin at her laugh.
Maybe he was supposed to go to sleep now. Ty was energized although satisfied sexually, his arousal going flaccid after she spent him. Yet it wouldn't be a difficult task to get him back up to par. He was on a high he'd never known before. Suddenly it became clear how someone could get addicted to sex. Masturbating and getting a hand job or blow job (really the latter ended up as the former the one time he'd had it happen) was nothing like the real thing.
Had Tandy seen completely through him and his inexperience? He swept hair from her face that she'd missed and lowered slowly for a soft kiss while she seemed to gather herself.
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Smiling up at him, she slid a hand around the back of his neck just as his lips pressed gently against her own. She murmured happily, kissing him back as she kept him close. But it wasn't really a long or deep kiss considering she still felt a need to breathe but that didn't mean she couldn't trail soft kisses over his cheek and neck when they parted.
"I know that I said sex was good before but..." She nipped gently at his collarbone, not minding the hint of his sweat on her lips or tongue. "That was amazing."
Then she pulled back to smile at him, reaching up to brush her fingers lightly along his hairline, drawing them across his forehead and down the right side of his face. "I feel almost kind of drunk."
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His fingertips had been gently moving up and down where they reached on her body while his other hand continued to hold up his head. Ty continued to look at Tandy with wanting eyes, more content than predatory. "Is it bad that I really want to do that again?" His voice was just above a whisper but no longer as breathless as it had been right after climax. Orgasm didn't linger for him the way it seemed to for her.
"I hope you feel it the same every time from now on," he uttered while dipping down to seal his words with a kiss. There was so much novice on his end, or at least, Ty felt as if there was. He didn't try to call much attention to it but continued to internally question his every decision. For the time being, he was content with following her lead. Tandy looking up at him kept him happy and at ease.
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Then she giggled at his question as much as the feel of his fingers sliding over her side and hitting a potentially ticklish spot. It was enough to make her squirm, causing her to shift closer to him until she decided just to roll onto her side facing him It lent to the air of intimacy, making it feel more and more like it was just the two of them and no one else in the world.
"No, it's not bad at all. I totally get what you're saying." She was sure she would feel that way every time too and she let her actions say as much as she leaned up to kiss him again. It was a soft, sweet kiss that slowly built in heat until she was pressed against him and breathless again.
Humming softly when they parted, she kept her eyes closed as she touched her forehead to his and enjoyed the closeness. At least until she eased back to look at him with a sudden smirk. "What's one thing you've always wanted to try? Something about sex that you've always, maybe, kind of fantasized about doing."
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He didn't confess yet but admitted something different and grinned widely when Tandy said that she understood what he'd said. There was little doubt left that she enjoyed being with him any less than he'd enjoyed being with her. Ty kept her wrapped up close until she pulled back to take a look at him and posed another question. A sharp chuckle left him, an indication he was caught off guard and embarrassed by the question.
"You mean besides actual sex?" he uttered more like a statement than question. If she didn't grasp what he just mentioned then Ty would play along and attempt to answer what Tandy asked. There were other things he'd fantasized about before obsessing about kissing her. "Kinda hooked to actual sex right now but I can think of a few old fantasies too?" His usually baritone octave seemed a tad higher, anxious.
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Then he had exactly the reaction that she thought he would have when she asked him about things he wanted to try and his fantasies. "Yes, besides actual sex."
"Yeah?" She propped herself up a tiny bit, clearly interested in what he had to say even though she picked up on the hint of anxiety in his voice too. Then she shifted up further, resting most of her weight on her hip and the hand she had braced against the mattress beside him while she continued to watch him. "Like what kind of things, Ty? You know you can tell me as your girlfriend, right?"
Then she couldn't resist teasing him. "Unless they're so kinky that you're embarrassed to tell me. Because even then, you can totally tell me."
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His words could possibly be construed as romantic but he didn't intend them as anything other than the truth. He would've been hard pressed before to admit it yet there was no denying that Tandy hadn't already made appearances in his dreams or fantasies. He held a small grin. "I hope you're not into that fifty shades of gray stuff. Or want to after catching some of the movie--my parents were watching it." Because that really needed clarification.
Again, Ty was back to something of an awkward smirk. Mostly amused but a little embarrassed. Tandy probably found him boring or at least was getting a firsthand look at just how inexperienced he was. And truth be told, he felt a little gun shy to talk about all his fantasies even with her as his girlfriend. However, he loved hearing her say that she was his girlfriend.
He lowered from the propped up elbow and nestled with a pillow, staying face to face on his side with her.
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Then she smiled softly at his confession about them currently experiencing one of his fantasies. She started to tease her fingers against his chest, not thinking about how inexperienced he might be but definitely the romantic part. Which was going to take some getting used to but maybe it wouldn't be so bad from him. But then he was talking about Fifty Shades of Gray, leaving her to give him a weird look before she chuckled. "I haven't seen the movies or even read the books."
She knew what it was about but she was shaking her head as she leaned in to brush her lips against his. "Honestly, I don't even know what all I'm into but I like the idea of the shower. Or rain. Also, we could totally sneak ingo the locker room at your school if you want."
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"Me either. And I don't think I ever want to, knowing my mom did." There was uncomfortable humor in his tone. What little he knew of Fifty Shades of Gray combined with his parents seeing the movie was enough to gross him out. Ty didn't want to linger of the thought of his mom and was glad that Tandy caused a distraction, closing the distance between their mouths. His eyes kept watching her with want and wonder.
He swallowed thickly, "At the movies. In a car. Train. On the beach." Ty uttered huskily, a shy grin lingering. "Just a few more places." It was tempting to ask how Tandy didn't know what she was into but he opted not to. She was more than capable of putting her two cents whether or not he wanted to hear it and she knew this time that he did. "You really liked it the best with me?" he asked in almost a whisper.
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But, amazingly, he didn't seem to hold it against her. Which was more than she could really ask for in her life. It also made her want to make up for it like she had promised to do. Like trying to figure out how to give those hopes back to the people she had taken them from, namely Liam and Mina.
Wrinkling her nose when he mentioned his mother, she shook her head and decided to distract them both with a kiss before spiraling down that mood killer. Luckily, it seemed to work in bringing his mind back to what she had originally wanted to know and she found herself smirking when she pulled back a little to look at him.
"Wow, so what you're saying is that you have a small kink for public places." And from the look on her face, the idea definitely seemed intriguing to her and she glanced quietly towards the window before looking back at him. Then she melted a little at his whisper, grinning as she suddenly pushed up while pressing a hand to his chest to push him into rolling onto his back. She was on top of him as soon as he did, still grinning as she straddled his hips and leaned down to settle on top of him chest to chest.
"Definitely." She murmured, bending her head to press a kiss to his lips, his cheek and then down to his collarbone. "I can't even begin to tell you how amazing it was, Ty."
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