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Tyrone "Ty" Johnson ([personal profile] too_honest) wrote2018-08-16 11:34 am
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FIGHTING YOUR INNER DEMONS
Everybody has them. Some are louder than others. Some are stronger. Some are overwhelming, and sooner or later you just give up fighting. But there are other people around you who want to help you - maybe they're suffering too, either because of your inner monster or their own. Or maybe they're one of the lucky ones with demons that don't howl so much.

You can help each other. It's better than the alternative.


TURN OVER A NEW LEAF FOR YOU


Here's the thing: in the past, you've not been a nice person. Whether you were just a little nasty, you did terrible things, you were forced to be a monster, or your heart was dark to the core, it's understandable why you weren't anyone's favorite. But those days are behind you. Now, there's someone you care for, someone you want to get closer to, someone you lov-

Well, they make you want to be a better person. This desire could have been a gradual realization, or you could have suddenly decided one day to improve. In the same vein, you may want a complete overhaul, yet you could also be more realistic and try to work on one thing. Still, you know that you're the only one who can change yourself.

How is that going? It can't be easy, as old habits die hard. Do you have a supportive loved one — or someone who wants nothing to do with you, no matter how much you improve?


FIRSTS

You're in right smack in the middle of exciting times, perhaps even the peak of your life so far, and you're not alone. For you and your companion, it's all about firsts: first crush, first love, first fight, first confession, first kiss, first time, first adventure to certain death together - you know, as you do. There is a first time for everything, after all, and they say you never forget your first.

So...first?

1. First Kiss: Is there anything sweeter?

2. First Date: Are you super awkward and nervous or getting on like a house on fire?

3. First Time: A little awkward, a little exciting, always memorable. (Unless you had to get drunk to get up the nerve.)

4. First Place: Apartment in the city, or perfect white picket fenced home! Either way, better make the best of it.

5. First Pet: Dog or cat? Fish tank? Rhinoceros?

6. What is this...Love Thing?: I don't understand love. What is love, baby don't hurt me ---

7. Protected/Safe: You always feel safe with them. How can you thank them?

8. Childhood Sweethearts: You've loved them what seems like forever, ever since you were little.

9. Arguments: You jerk! Look what you've done! I never want to see you again.

10. Unlucky Friend: You lost the person of your dreams to someone else, perhaps because of their allure or perhaps because you never spoke up. What can you do now?

11. I'll Cheer You On: Always supportive, always by your side, they're the person you can count on. Why do they care so much, though?

12. Slap-Slap-Kiss: I could kill you for what you just did! I could - I could KISS YOU.

13. Confession in the Heat of the Moment: You're about to go defeat the ultimate baddie. How about confessing your feelings to the person you love? Seems legit.

14. Sudden Kiss: Kiss from nowhere! There are lots of reasons for this: to stop someone from crying, to make them be quiet, or just to explain yourself when words can't.

15. Waking Up: Fluffy, sleepy, giggly morning in bed.
crazy_white_girl: (smiling / pleased)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-05 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Tandy paused, biting her lip as she saw the flicker of something in his eyes at her comment. She wondered if he was confused by her statement or the intention behind it but she hoped that he would be clear about it once she was touching him. Because, really, she was kind of impressed. She also liked how he felt in her hand, the idea making her feel a little hotter than before as she squirmed beneath him while she watched to see what he liked best.

"I mean..." She started to smile because they both knew she wasn't thinking about planking or anything like that at all. Sure, that was kind of impressive too but then his eyes were rolling back in his head and she couldn't stop the rush of smug satisfaction she felt. Or that it turned her on more to know she had that kind of effect on him.

Leaning up between them, she brushed her lips along the curve of his jaw and down his neck, nibbling gently over the skin as she started to move her hand faster while he rocked his hips to thrust against her. As she did, she moved her other hand around to push at the waistband of his boxers, finding it somewhat awkward given their position but she still wanted them off. So she could get him off.
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
It was tempting to finish him off as she continued to ride the high of feeling smug over her effect on him but she also knew that she didn't want the first time to be all over her hand. They could do that another time and she was sure that she could have fun with it but not right now.

So she let him go when he warned her again that she was going to make him finish. She was panting softly against his hair as she moved her hand to the side, discreetly wiping it against the blanket before she started to wriggle with the intention of getting her panties off since she still had them. Which proved to be difficult considering their position but also because they were damp with her arousal but she wasn't bothered by it.

When she finally got her panties down that she could kick them off, she felt her heart jump into her throat while a flutter danced in the pit of her stomach. They were both as naked as could be as he settled between her thighs, her legs cradling his hips as she looked up at him.

"Ty..." She breathed his name softly, her gaze intense and filled with different emotions. She could have made a joke but the moment felt too big for that. It was big and overwhelming as she shifted to slide a leg around him, giving him a nudge as she rocked her hips up to tease herself against him. She could feel the length of his arousal press and rub against her, causing her to hold her breath as she waited for him to take the next step.
crazy_white_girl: (smirk / being charming)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
There would never be a moment in time when Tandy thought that her other half of their Diving Pairing was weak. Maybe eventually he would realize that and not worry so much about everything she said or did. At least not while they were alone locked in each other's embrace.

It was a relief to get rid of the last article of clothing separating them and the feeling stole her breath once more. As did the look in his eye when he answered her and the way his voice softened. Just for a second it was enough to almost make her panic but it was so fleeting that she knew it was more like a ghost passing through. She didn't have to be scared of being vulnerable or intimate with him because she really did care about him.

"I know." She murmured, nodding slightly as she slid her hands up his sides, biting her lip again as she watched him look down. She didn't think it was a novice move. Honestly, she just figured that maybe he liked watching himself press into her and she was tempted to watch too. But then he was inside of her, bringing about her own soft moan as she arched slightly and clenched around him.

She had told him before that the release of her power had been like sex. Maybe even better than sex. At one time, she might have even thought that but this was so much better. There was also a flare of white light against his back when her hands jerked up to get a better hold on him but there were no blades. Just a flare of power mixed with the pleasure before she relaxed slightly, opening her eyes to look up at him.

Then she giggled softly, sweeping her hands up and down his back. "It's better than...oh god. It's better than good."

Just a little press of his hips had stolen her breath again and she shuddered as she rolled her hips slowly to find his rhythm. Normally she would have been all about making it quick, turning it into a fast fuck just to get off but this time she wanted more. Even if the first time was still fast. So she smiled a little at his words, lifting her head to bump her nose gently against his while they clasped hands. "It's okay, Ty. We have all night."
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Truth be told, everything in her life paled in comparison to Ty. Sometimes it stunned her to realize how much he had come to mean to her or how much she cared. There were moments when she still felt a tiny bit panicked by the overwhelming realization and there was no doubt in her mind that she would have more in the future. The difference was that she didn't feel the need to run from him as she had run from others in her life. That much had become clear to her the day that she had followed him even with knowing there was a chance that one or both of them would die. Now she was really, really happy that they had survived.

"Ty." She whimpered softly when she felt him press deep one last time before going still with his first climax. She could feel the rush of it as she clenched and shuddered around him without actually matching him. She was so close to her own but it didn't bother her that she hadn't gone over yet. She wanted the sensations to continue, so she held still for a moment even though her body was near trembling with how everything felt.

There was a brief smile when he called her amazing but then her lips were pressed against his even as she felt a thrill in the way he pinned her hands above her head. She didn't know why but she liked the little show of dominance from him as he kept them pinned there, stretching her out beneath him like he could command her to do what he wanted. Then he was thrusting slowly again, wiping her brain clean and earning another moan as she curled her fingers about to hold onto whatever she could.

She didn't even care that he was 'pleading' with her because, honestly, she loved the sound of his voice. Yes, he did talk a little more than she had ever experienced but she wanted him to continue. Panting against his lips, she started to rock her hips faster and harder, meeting his thrusts as she pressed her heels against the bed and tilted her hips to urge him deeper. The bed was starting to squeak beneath them.

"I'm....I'm gonna come." She told him with a gasp when he pulled back to look at her, her eyes clenched closed and her head tilted back. "Please please please..."

She wasn't even sure what she was pleading for or that the word kept falling from her lips. Her hold tightened and her body started to strain as the pleasure built to an almost painful note considering she had been pushed close, pulled back and then made to go over. Then she was coming as he promised to never leave her, her climax causing her to cry out softly as found the release she needed. It was blissful too, lasting a bit longer than she was used to until she collapsed a little. Except it didn't feel like enough as she felt like she could still go too.

"Oh god..." She opened her eyes to look at him, feeling somewhat stunned. "Jesus Christ, Ty...."
crazy_white_girl: (smirk / being charming)

NO, it's ME who is not worthy!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Even if she suspected the truth about how much experience he had, Tandy would never call Ty inept. Maybe it was because he just had some natural skill or maybe it was because it was the two of them together but everything he did felt incredible. He seemed to catch on quickly enough to read the cues she gave him, hitting the right spot over and over with just enough to send her over.

She didn't even mind the fact that he watched her as she came undone beneath him, the aftershocks causing little twitches and then a gentle tremble until she was able to come back to herself again. At least until he accidentally rocked his hips, causing her to suck in a breath because it felt really, really good to her too even though she had just come.

"Yes." A little huff of laughter escaped her as she shifted to let go of his hands, moving her own to cup his face between her palms as she leaned up to kiss him. "Of course, I did, Ty."

But she knew he was on the edge of a second orgasm and she wanted to help him over. There was no reason she couldn't make it a little fun or make it a new experience. So she pulled back with a bit of a smirk, moving her hands to his shoulders. "Roll onto your back."
crazy_white_girl: (sexy / on top)

NUH UH, ME!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wasn't laughing at you. Just at the idea that you think I didn't." Tandy replied softly, smirking against his lips before nipping at the bottom one. She didn't even mind the way he was looking at her when they pulled apart even if it would have sent her running away from anyone else. Then she was nudging at him, nibbling at her bottom lip as she managed to roll with him without losing the connection. Just another way they moved so well together.

The change in position so that she was on top and straddling him meant a change in how he was buried deep inside of her. The angle of it, the way he suddenly felt like he was filling her in a completely different way had her gasping, her lashes fluttering as she closed her eyes for a second just to revel in how good it felt.

Then she couldn't help but smile down at him as she settled into more of a sitting position, wriggling just a bit to get a reaction out of him. She followed it by a slow roll of her hips, humming as she decided to clarify why she had giggled. "Because trust me, that was probably the hardest I've ever come, Ty."
crazy_white_girl: (sexy / on top)

Agreed!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
They were most definitely playing with fire but Tandy wasn't thinking about it that way. It was probably just another sign of her sometimes reckless attitude but she was too focused on him and the pleasure of the moment as she settled over him with a smile. Later on she would be concerned about the consequences and they would definitely have to take more precautions than they were at the moment but she didn't believe their first time would be marred by anything either.

Not that a baby between them would be such a horrible thing but she wasn't ready for a mother. Not with how their life was at the moment and the fact that they were still trying to figure out this divine pairing shit. More than they, they were still trying to figure out each other and how to be a couple. Something they had only just decided on.

But there would be no doubt in her mind that Ty would back her up no matter what happened. He was too good not to and definitely in a better league than she was. She couldn't stop herself from smiling at him as she slid her hands over his arms while his hands settled on her hips.

"Good." She breathed, flushed with pleasure at his words and just how good he felt as she started to find her rhythm. Slow grinding rolls of her hips to keep them connected, building slowly in intensity and speed as watched him for cues as to what he liked. It grew increasingly hard to concentrate as she focused more on the physical over time, catching his hands once to move them to her thighs, her head tipping back as she started to moan softly again. She didn't know if she would climax again but it felt possible. Still, she was more intent on helping him achieve his second one at the moment.
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-08 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
Then he had more faith in her than she had in herself because Tandy had no idea how amazing she would be when it came to the future. Mostly because she had never really considered it before or that she might have one. It was not that long ago that she would have thought she didn't have one at all. Now it seemed like anything was possible.

Enjoying the look on his face as he stared up at her, Tandy decided that she had never felt sexier in her life. Enough so that she was smiling every time she looked at him, her hands sweeping over his chest and his stomach, caressing gently until she caught his hands to bring them to her thighs.

She half expected him to leave them there but he surprised her by moving one of his thumbs to her center. Just the added sensation of his thumb rubbing over her clit had her drawing in a shaky breath and moving faster. She had thought it would take a while to orgasm again but the way he touched her, the way he seemed to know to go with the rhythm she had set, meant she would follow him over just a handful of thrusts after he did.

Still trembling a moment later, Tandy slumped down on top of him and eventually slid up to collapse beside him. The pulse of arousal was still there though quieter for a moment which was a relief as she let out a shaky laugh, pushing some sweat-dampened hair from her face. Yes, he had told her not to laugh but she was too giddy to stop herself.
crazy_white_girl: (smiling / pleased)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-08 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Tandy didn't intend to go to sleep any time soon but even she needed a chance to catch her breath and gather up energy for a possible next round. Because she was definitely open to the idea of getting them both back up to par since she was definitely feeling the same high that he was. She had always enjoyed sex before but this felt different. This was....addictive.

Smiling up at him, she slid a hand around the back of his neck just as his lips pressed gently against her own. She murmured happily, kissing him back as she kept him close. But it wasn't really a long or deep kiss considering she still felt a need to breathe but that didn't mean she couldn't trail soft kisses over his cheek and neck when they parted.

"I know that I said sex was good before but..." She nipped gently at his collarbone, not minding the hint of his sweat on her lips or tongue. "That was amazing."

Then she pulled back to smile at him, reaching up to brush her fingers lightly along his hairline, drawing them across his forehead and down the right side of his face. "I feel almost kind of drunk."
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-09 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why wouldn't it mean a lot coming from you?" There was a little smile when she asked but the confusion was evident in her tone as she reached up to touch the side of his face. Clearly, he had to know that it meant more than he could realize, didn't he? Not that she had much to say on the part about drinking or getting high because she wasn't comfortable reminding him that she had done either of those things.

Then she giggled at his question as much as the feel of his fingers sliding over her side and hitting a potentially ticklish spot. It was enough to make her squirm, causing her to shift closer to him until she decided just to roll onto her side facing him It lent to the air of intimacy, making it feel more and more like it was just the two of them and no one else in the world.

"No, it's not bad at all. I totally get what you're saying." She was sure she would feel that way every time too and she let her actions say as much as she leaned up to kiss him again. It was a soft, sweet kiss that slowly built in heat until she was pressed against him and breathless again.

Humming softly when they parted, she kept her eyes closed as she touched her forehead to his and enjoyed the closeness. At least until she eased back to look at him with a sudden smirk. "What's one thing you've always wanted to try? Something about sex that you've always, maybe, kind of fantasized about doing."
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-10 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He probably did need to be honest to balance her out but that didn't mean that she thought he didn't have a secret or two to keep. She wasn't that naive. In fact, she was more inclined to believe that everyone withheld the truth. Some more than others, sure, but still. But she did watch him blush with a hint of interest before smiling softly at the tender way he kissed the top of her hand. It was brief because then they were both distracted by her ticklish spot.

Then he had exactly the reaction that she thought he would have when she asked him about things he wanted to try and his fantasies. "Yes, besides actual sex."

"Yeah?" She propped herself up a tiny bit, clearly interested in what he had to say even though she picked up on the hint of anxiety in his voice too. Then she shifted up further, resting most of her weight on her hip and the hand she had braced against the mattress beside him while she continued to watch him. "Like what kind of things, Ty? You know you can tell me as your girlfriend, right?"

Then she couldn't resist teasing him. "Unless they're so kinky that you're embarrassed to tell me. Because even then, you can totally tell me."
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-12 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not stupid, Ty." She told him gently, wanting to get across to him that she would never feel that way about something he told her. She might tease him because that was just how she was but she wanted him to be comfortable enough to talk to her about things. Especially about this with them being together.

Then she smiled softly at his confession about them currently experiencing one of his fantasies. She started to tease her fingers against his chest, not thinking about how inexperienced he might be but definitely the romantic part. Which was going to take some getting used to but maybe it wouldn't be so bad from him. But then he was talking about Fifty Shades of Gray, leaving her to give him a weird look before she chuckled. "I haven't seen the movies or even read the books."

She knew what it was about but she was shaking her head as she leaned in to brush her lips against his. "Honestly, I don't even know what all I'm into but I like the idea of the shower. Or rain. Also, we could totally sneak ingo the locker room at your school if you want."
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-13 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
There were a lot of things she had done or could do that he probably wouldn't agree with but he had seen some of the worst of it. She didn't really regret the old cons that she had pulled but stealing people's hopes from them? Yes, that was one of those things that actually made her feel pretty shitty about herself and he had seen her do it.

But, amazingly, he didn't seem to hold it against her. Which was more than she could really ask for in her life. It also made her want to make up for it like she had promised to do. Like trying to figure out how to give those hopes back to the people she had taken them from, namely Liam and Mina.

Wrinkling her nose when he mentioned his mother, she shook her head and decided to distract them both with a kiss before spiraling down that mood killer. Luckily, it seemed to work in bringing his mind back to what she had originally wanted to know and she found herself smirking when she pulled back a little to look at him.

"Wow, so what you're saying is that you have a small kink for public places." And from the look on her face, the idea definitely seemed intriguing to her and she glanced quietly towards the window before looking back at him. Then she melted a little at his whisper, grinning as she suddenly pushed up while pressing a hand to his chest to push him into rolling onto his back. She was on top of him as soon as he did, still grinning as she straddled his hips and leaned down to settle on top of him chest to chest.

"Definitely." She murmured, bending her head to press a kiss to his lips, his cheek and then down to his collarbone. "I can't even begin to tell you how amazing it was, Ty."

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