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Tyrone "Ty" Johnson ([personal profile] too_honest) wrote2018-08-16 11:34 am
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FIGHTING YOUR INNER DEMONS
Everybody has them. Some are louder than others. Some are stronger. Some are overwhelming, and sooner or later you just give up fighting. But there are other people around you who want to help you - maybe they're suffering too, either because of your inner monster or their own. Or maybe they're one of the lucky ones with demons that don't howl so much.

You can help each other. It's better than the alternative.


TURN OVER A NEW LEAF FOR YOU


Here's the thing: in the past, you've not been a nice person. Whether you were just a little nasty, you did terrible things, you were forced to be a monster, or your heart was dark to the core, it's understandable why you weren't anyone's favorite. But those days are behind you. Now, there's someone you care for, someone you want to get closer to, someone you lov-

Well, they make you want to be a better person. This desire could have been a gradual realization, or you could have suddenly decided one day to improve. In the same vein, you may want a complete overhaul, yet you could also be more realistic and try to work on one thing. Still, you know that you're the only one who can change yourself.

How is that going? It can't be easy, as old habits die hard. Do you have a supportive loved one — or someone who wants nothing to do with you, no matter how much you improve?


FIRSTS

You're in right smack in the middle of exciting times, perhaps even the peak of your life so far, and you're not alone. For you and your companion, it's all about firsts: first crush, first love, first fight, first confession, first kiss, first time, first adventure to certain death together - you know, as you do. There is a first time for everything, after all, and they say you never forget your first.

So...first?

1. First Kiss: Is there anything sweeter?

2. First Date: Are you super awkward and nervous or getting on like a house on fire?

3. First Time: A little awkward, a little exciting, always memorable. (Unless you had to get drunk to get up the nerve.)

4. First Place: Apartment in the city, or perfect white picket fenced home! Either way, better make the best of it.

5. First Pet: Dog or cat? Fish tank? Rhinoceros?

6. What is this...Love Thing?: I don't understand love. What is love, baby don't hurt me ---

7. Protected/Safe: You always feel safe with them. How can you thank them?

8. Childhood Sweethearts: You've loved them what seems like forever, ever since you were little.

9. Arguments: You jerk! Look what you've done! I never want to see you again.

10. Unlucky Friend: You lost the person of your dreams to someone else, perhaps because of their allure or perhaps because you never spoke up. What can you do now?

11. I'll Cheer You On: Always supportive, always by your side, they're the person you can count on. Why do they care so much, though?

12. Slap-Slap-Kiss: I could kill you for what you just did! I could - I could KISS YOU.

13. Confession in the Heat of the Moment: You're about to go defeat the ultimate baddie. How about confessing your feelings to the person you love? Seems legit.

14. Sudden Kiss: Kiss from nowhere! There are lots of reasons for this: to stop someone from crying, to make them be quiet, or just to explain yourself when words can't.

15. Waking Up: Fluffy, sleepy, giggly morning in bed.
crazy_white_girl: (smirk / being charming)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-01 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
"Uh huh, sure." There was no stopping the smirk that appeared then, filled with mischief and something far more suggestive as she leaned into him briefly. She liked getting a reaction from him at times, especially those times when he told her that he couldn't with her or something. She was starting to see it was a good comment in its own way. "Are you sure it wasn't strip basketball or something? Because if that's a thing, I would totally play with you."

Maybe he was a brooding angry mess or a lost puppy but she was pretty sure that she was just as bad. She often smiled at him like a lovesick idiot or one of those schoolgirls who thought he was the best thing since sliced bread. Not Evita or anything because that would be weird but some other girl. She smiles at him like she had never smiled at anyone else.

She was still smiling when they arrived in the room and it turned oddly bashful when he told her that she was beautiful. Ducking her head with a small smile, she lowered her gaze as she felt a bloom of warmth start in the middle of her chest and spread outward in a way she had never experienced before. Suddenly she wanted to shuffle and hide her face but she didn't. Ty would never let her hear the end of it if she ever did.

Releasing him when he moved away to lock the door, she briefly clasped her hands as she turned to look around the room once more. Maybe it wasn't all that big but she didn't care. It was paradise to her and it was better because he was there with her.

Then she was right back to smirking as he started to mention the tub and seemed to realize just how it sounded that he was bringing it up. Chuckling, she reached up to curl her hands in his shirt as she started to kick off her heels. "Oh, I am definitely getting in the tub later and, if you play your cards right, I might even let you join me."
crazy_white_girl: (sexy / on top)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-02 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Tandy was just childish enough that she didn't even bother hiding her the smug satisfaction that she felt when she got exactly the reaction that she wanted. It even bordered on glee combined with a cute smirk because she knew she had planted an idea in his head. Maybe they could even find a makeshift basketball hoop at the church.

But it was true, while she worried about her mom and Mina, it was really only the 'team' that she shared with Ty that concerned her. He was the only 'team' and person that she wanted. She wasn't thinking about Liam or Evita because she felt like neither one of the exes could touch what they had now.

She also wasn't worried about Ty's experience or the lack of because she was more focused on the feel which was amazing. Anything else could be learned, she knew that, and she had no problem taking the time to help him gain experience. But right now she was focused on the feel of his hands on her or how he made her head spin a little when they kissed.

"Shut up." She muttered with a soft chuckle as he called her beautiful again, getting her just a tiny bit flustered again. She silenced him with another hungry kiss, the pleasure spiking anew inside of her. The only time she stopped was to pull at his shirt, helping him tug it off again so it could be dropped to the floor and she could slide her hands over his arms.

Then they were kissing again, causing her to moan softly as she let her hands slide from his arm over his chest, mapping out the muscles and committing the feel to memory. When she paused again, it was only to whisper. "There is a zipper on the back."
crazy_white_girl: (smirk / being charming)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-04 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
"You're just figuring that out? Really?" Tandy whispered softly, smirking against his lips in turn before they started working at getting each other's clothes off.

She was easily so wrapped up in him that she didn't notice the darkness swirling about them. A sure sign of just how comfortable she was with him and his power beyond the fact that he was doing a damn good job at distracting her. Especially as his mouth moved to her neck, causing her pulse to race as she tipped her head to the side and bit at her bottom lip while he started working on the back of her dress.

Even just the gentle brush of his fingers against her spine made her tingle and arch closer, not at all bothered by the fact that she would be pretty much naked in front of him once the dress hit the floor. All that she wore after that happened was a pair of panties as her age meant that she didn't have to worry about wearing a bra all the time. Plus the dress had been snug enough to keep her breasts in place but having the material gone meant her nipples tightened further in the cool air of the room. Or maybe it was being even more turned on than she had been a couple seconds before.

But then he was distracting her for a different reason and she paused, groaning. "Maybe...yeah? I mean, I'm on the pill but maybe we should...have one?"

It was all too tempting to tell him not to worry about it as she started to sit down, her hand sliding over his stomach and dropping to tease along the waistband of his pants. "Or maybe a few of them?"
crazy_white_girl: (smiling / pleased)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-04 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Tandy had to bite the inside of her cheek as she watched the confusion and a range of emotions flicker across his face. Really, she wouldn't have even thought of a condom until he brought it up. Which was risky behavior for her, she was sure, but she had thought he wanted one. He was so responsible and straight-laced that it sort of made sense but now he seemed to be almost disappointed.

Reaching to slide her fingers against his, she teased her nails over his palms but didn't hold on. Instead, she continued to tease her fingers along the inside of his forearms and then higher while he let his eyes roam over her. The way he looked at her was exciting, leaving her breathless as she started to tug at him.

"Don't worry about it." She started to lay back, deciding then that they would be fine because she was on the pill. So she shifted up further, tugging at him as she slid one hand over his shoulder to clasp the back of his head. She wanted to kiss him again and she wanted to feel the weight of him on top of her while she did. "You don't need to go."
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-05 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It was true that a condom was more than a method of birth control but despite her careless behavior and casual attitude about sex, Tandy really hadn't been as casual about having it. Even with some of her schemes, she had never let things get so far because that sort of intimacy was something she had always run from. That and Liam really had only been focused on her.

But these things weren't really on her mind as she looked up at him, seeing the hesitation there still among the nervous excitement. She smiled softly, trying to remember the last time someone had been so sweet but the answer was always never. Or at least not even close to how sweet Ty could be in most things.

She let her kiss speak for her at first even though her own lips felt swollen and tingly. She almost couldn't get enough of kissing him but it also made her feel deliciously bold. Especially when she managed to slide a hand between them to touch him through his boxers, rubbing her fingers down the length of them and then back up again while she felt a rush of her own arousal.

"That's impressive, Ty." She murmured against his lips, smirking a bit as she let her hand slip inside so she could touch him skin to skin. Or, more accurately, wrap her hand around him to fully stroke him.
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-05 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Tandy paused, biting her lip as she saw the flicker of something in his eyes at her comment. She wondered if he was confused by her statement or the intention behind it but she hoped that he would be clear about it once she was touching him. Because, really, she was kind of impressed. She also liked how he felt in her hand, the idea making her feel a little hotter than before as she squirmed beneath him while she watched to see what he liked best.

"I mean..." She started to smile because they both knew she wasn't thinking about planking or anything like that at all. Sure, that was kind of impressive too but then his eyes were rolling back in his head and she couldn't stop the rush of smug satisfaction she felt. Or that it turned her on more to know she had that kind of effect on him.

Leaning up between them, she brushed her lips along the curve of his jaw and down his neck, nibbling gently over the skin as she started to move her hand faster while he rocked his hips to thrust against her. As she did, she moved her other hand around to push at the waistband of his boxers, finding it somewhat awkward given their position but she still wanted them off. So she could get him off.
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
It was tempting to finish him off as she continued to ride the high of feeling smug over her effect on him but she also knew that she didn't want the first time to be all over her hand. They could do that another time and she was sure that she could have fun with it but not right now.

So she let him go when he warned her again that she was going to make him finish. She was panting softly against his hair as she moved her hand to the side, discreetly wiping it against the blanket before she started to wriggle with the intention of getting her panties off since she still had them. Which proved to be difficult considering their position but also because they were damp with her arousal but she wasn't bothered by it.

When she finally got her panties down that she could kick them off, she felt her heart jump into her throat while a flutter danced in the pit of her stomach. They were both as naked as could be as he settled between her thighs, her legs cradling his hips as she looked up at him.

"Ty..." She breathed his name softly, her gaze intense and filled with different emotions. She could have made a joke but the moment felt too big for that. It was big and overwhelming as she shifted to slide a leg around him, giving him a nudge as she rocked her hips up to tease herself against him. She could feel the length of his arousal press and rub against her, causing her to hold her breath as she waited for him to take the next step.
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
There would never be a moment in time when Tandy thought that her other half of their Diving Pairing was weak. Maybe eventually he would realize that and not worry so much about everything she said or did. At least not while they were alone locked in each other's embrace.

It was a relief to get rid of the last article of clothing separating them and the feeling stole her breath once more. As did the look in his eye when he answered her and the way his voice softened. Just for a second it was enough to almost make her panic but it was so fleeting that she knew it was more like a ghost passing through. She didn't have to be scared of being vulnerable or intimate with him because she really did care about him.

"I know." She murmured, nodding slightly as she slid her hands up his sides, biting her lip again as she watched him look down. She didn't think it was a novice move. Honestly, she just figured that maybe he liked watching himself press into her and she was tempted to watch too. But then he was inside of her, bringing about her own soft moan as she arched slightly and clenched around him.

She had told him before that the release of her power had been like sex. Maybe even better than sex. At one time, she might have even thought that but this was so much better. There was also a flare of white light against his back when her hands jerked up to get a better hold on him but there were no blades. Just a flare of power mixed with the pleasure before she relaxed slightly, opening her eyes to look up at him.

Then she giggled softly, sweeping her hands up and down his back. "It's better than...oh god. It's better than good."

Just a little press of his hips had stolen her breath again and she shuddered as she rolled her hips slowly to find his rhythm. Normally she would have been all about making it quick, turning it into a fast fuck just to get off but this time she wanted more. Even if the first time was still fast. So she smiled a little at his words, lifting her head to bump her nose gently against his while they clasped hands. "It's okay, Ty. We have all night."
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-06 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Truth be told, everything in her life paled in comparison to Ty. Sometimes it stunned her to realize how much he had come to mean to her or how much she cared. There were moments when she still felt a tiny bit panicked by the overwhelming realization and there was no doubt in her mind that she would have more in the future. The difference was that she didn't feel the need to run from him as she had run from others in her life. That much had become clear to her the day that she had followed him even with knowing there was a chance that one or both of them would die. Now she was really, really happy that they had survived.

"Ty." She whimpered softly when she felt him press deep one last time before going still with his first climax. She could feel the rush of it as she clenched and shuddered around him without actually matching him. She was so close to her own but it didn't bother her that she hadn't gone over yet. She wanted the sensations to continue, so she held still for a moment even though her body was near trembling with how everything felt.

There was a brief smile when he called her amazing but then her lips were pressed against his even as she felt a thrill in the way he pinned her hands above her head. She didn't know why but she liked the little show of dominance from him as he kept them pinned there, stretching her out beneath him like he could command her to do what he wanted. Then he was thrusting slowly again, wiping her brain clean and earning another moan as she curled her fingers about to hold onto whatever she could.

She didn't even care that he was 'pleading' with her because, honestly, she loved the sound of his voice. Yes, he did talk a little more than she had ever experienced but she wanted him to continue. Panting against his lips, she started to rock her hips faster and harder, meeting his thrusts as she pressed her heels against the bed and tilted her hips to urge him deeper. The bed was starting to squeak beneath them.

"I'm....I'm gonna come." She told him with a gasp when he pulled back to look at her, her eyes clenched closed and her head tilted back. "Please please please..."

She wasn't even sure what she was pleading for or that the word kept falling from her lips. Her hold tightened and her body started to strain as the pleasure built to an almost painful note considering she had been pushed close, pulled back and then made to go over. Then she was coming as he promised to never leave her, her climax causing her to cry out softly as found the release she needed. It was blissful too, lasting a bit longer than she was used to until she collapsed a little. Except it didn't feel like enough as she felt like she could still go too.

"Oh god..." She opened her eyes to look at him, feeling somewhat stunned. "Jesus Christ, Ty...."
crazy_white_girl: (smirk / being charming)

NO, it's ME who is not worthy!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Even if she suspected the truth about how much experience he had, Tandy would never call Ty inept. Maybe it was because he just had some natural skill or maybe it was because it was the two of them together but everything he did felt incredible. He seemed to catch on quickly enough to read the cues she gave him, hitting the right spot over and over with just enough to send her over.

She didn't even mind the fact that he watched her as she came undone beneath him, the aftershocks causing little twitches and then a gentle tremble until she was able to come back to herself again. At least until he accidentally rocked his hips, causing her to suck in a breath because it felt really, really good to her too even though she had just come.

"Yes." A little huff of laughter escaped her as she shifted to let go of his hands, moving her own to cup his face between her palms as she leaned up to kiss him. "Of course, I did, Ty."

But she knew he was on the edge of a second orgasm and she wanted to help him over. There was no reason she couldn't make it a little fun or make it a new experience. So she pulled back with a bit of a smirk, moving her hands to his shoulders. "Roll onto your back."
crazy_white_girl: (sexy / on top)

NUH UH, ME!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wasn't laughing at you. Just at the idea that you think I didn't." Tandy replied softly, smirking against his lips before nipping at the bottom one. She didn't even mind the way he was looking at her when they pulled apart even if it would have sent her running away from anyone else. Then she was nudging at him, nibbling at her bottom lip as she managed to roll with him without losing the connection. Just another way they moved so well together.

The change in position so that she was on top and straddling him meant a change in how he was buried deep inside of her. The angle of it, the way he suddenly felt like he was filling her in a completely different way had her gasping, her lashes fluttering as she closed her eyes for a second just to revel in how good it felt.

Then she couldn't help but smile down at him as she settled into more of a sitting position, wriggling just a bit to get a reaction out of him. She followed it by a slow roll of her hips, humming as she decided to clarify why she had giggled. "Because trust me, that was probably the hardest I've ever come, Ty."
crazy_white_girl: (sexy / on top)

Agreed!

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-10-07 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
They were most definitely playing with fire but Tandy wasn't thinking about it that way. It was probably just another sign of her sometimes reckless attitude but she was too focused on him and the pleasure of the moment as she settled over him with a smile. Later on she would be concerned about the consequences and they would definitely have to take more precautions than they were at the moment but she didn't believe their first time would be marred by anything either.

Not that a baby between them would be such a horrible thing but she wasn't ready for a mother. Not with how their life was at the moment and the fact that they were still trying to figure out this divine pairing shit. More than they, they were still trying to figure out each other and how to be a couple. Something they had only just decided on.

But there would be no doubt in her mind that Ty would back her up no matter what happened. He was too good not to and definitely in a better league than she was. She couldn't stop herself from smiling at him as she slid her hands over his arms while his hands settled on her hips.

"Good." She breathed, flushed with pleasure at his words and just how good he felt as she started to find her rhythm. Slow grinding rolls of her hips to keep them connected, building slowly in intensity and speed as watched him for cues as to what he liked. It grew increasingly hard to concentrate as she focused more on the physical over time, catching his hands once to move them to her thighs, her head tipping back as she started to moan softly again. She didn't know if she would climax again but it felt possible. Still, she was more intent on helping him achieve his second one at the moment.

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