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Tyrone "Ty" Johnson ([personal profile] too_honest) wrote2018-08-16 11:34 am
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FIGHTING YOUR INNER DEMONS
Everybody has them. Some are louder than others. Some are stronger. Some are overwhelming, and sooner or later you just give up fighting. But there are other people around you who want to help you - maybe they're suffering too, either because of your inner monster or their own. Or maybe they're one of the lucky ones with demons that don't howl so much.

You can help each other. It's better than the alternative.


TURN OVER A NEW LEAF FOR YOU


Here's the thing: in the past, you've not been a nice person. Whether you were just a little nasty, you did terrible things, you were forced to be a monster, or your heart was dark to the core, it's understandable why you weren't anyone's favorite. But those days are behind you. Now, there's someone you care for, someone you want to get closer to, someone you lov-

Well, they make you want to be a better person. This desire could have been a gradual realization, or you could have suddenly decided one day to improve. In the same vein, you may want a complete overhaul, yet you could also be more realistic and try to work on one thing. Still, you know that you're the only one who can change yourself.

How is that going? It can't be easy, as old habits die hard. Do you have a supportive loved one — or someone who wants nothing to do with you, no matter how much you improve?


FIRSTS

You're in right smack in the middle of exciting times, perhaps even the peak of your life so far, and you're not alone. For you and your companion, it's all about firsts: first crush, first love, first fight, first confession, first kiss, first time, first adventure to certain death together - you know, as you do. There is a first time for everything, after all, and they say you never forget your first.

So...first?

1. First Kiss: Is there anything sweeter?

2. First Date: Are you super awkward and nervous or getting on like a house on fire?

3. First Time: A little awkward, a little exciting, always memorable. (Unless you had to get drunk to get up the nerve.)

4. First Place: Apartment in the city, or perfect white picket fenced home! Either way, better make the best of it.

5. First Pet: Dog or cat? Fish tank? Rhinoceros?

6. What is this...Love Thing?: I don't understand love. What is love, baby don't hurt me ---

7. Protected/Safe: You always feel safe with them. How can you thank them?

8. Childhood Sweethearts: You've loved them what seems like forever, ever since you were little.

9. Arguments: You jerk! Look what you've done! I never want to see you again.

10. Unlucky Friend: You lost the person of your dreams to someone else, perhaps because of their allure or perhaps because you never spoke up. What can you do now?

11. I'll Cheer You On: Always supportive, always by your side, they're the person you can count on. Why do they care so much, though?

12. Slap-Slap-Kiss: I could kill you for what you just did! I could - I could KISS YOU.

13. Confession in the Heat of the Moment: You're about to go defeat the ultimate baddie. How about confessing your feelings to the person you love? Seems legit.

14. Sudden Kiss: Kiss from nowhere! There are lots of reasons for this: to stop someone from crying, to make them be quiet, or just to explain yourself when words can't.

15. Waking Up: Fluffy, sleepy, giggly morning in bed.
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-21 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, I know it's not a school or basketball uniform but I had to start somewhere." Tandy couldn't resist teasing him though she did pause and make a briefly apologetic look because she didn't want to stir up anything that would make him feel bad. Especially since he couldn't go back to school or his life at the moment.

Deciding to gloss over it and push ahead, she looked down again as she realized that buttoning up his shirt was a rather intimate thing to do between two friends but she wasn't stopping either. She liked the warm feeling it gave her though normally it would freak her out with anyone else. "But it's the man that makes the clothes, not the other way around."

Which was her way of saying that he made the clothes look good which he did. But he was also bringing up a good point about seeing whether they could touch or not. Pausing, she looked up at him as she nearly pointed out that they were touching now except they were. Her fingers had grazed over his skin briefly a couple of times but mostly her touch lingered on his shirt, the material seemingly acting like enough of a barrier to keep their powers from going haywire. Or maybe they had beaten the haywire part by what they did at the plant.

"You're right." She commented casually while her stomach flipped with a sudden swarm of butterflies and warmth that seemed to spread everywhere. "We should touch just to be sure we can."
crazy_white_girl: (Ty / testing the limits)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-21 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
The predicament he was in now wasn't something she would have felt bad about before when they first met but she had been honest with him about trying to learn how to care now. The truth was, Ty made it easy to care and she figured that was a step in the right direction. They were good at balancing each other out though she would swear that he did more for her than she did for him.

Letting her hands fall away from his shirt, she moved after him like he had tugged at her to do so even though no physical connection had been made. He moved, she followed. It was that easy. She did wonder a bit about the fact that he had brought her over to his bed but she was trying not to think anything about it. Or to make any smart ass comments.

Instead, she remained focused on the task, half expecting him to reach for her hand like they had done the last time but he caught her by surprise by reaching for her sides. Or maybe it had been her hands that he was reaching for but they were already drifting back to his chest once more, hovering lightly over his shirt as he started to lean down in a way that made her heart start to race. So much so that she swore she could hear it pounding in her ears as her eyes dropped to the shape of his mouth without realizing it.

Her breath seemed to stutter as his forehead touched against hers and she could feel the swell of energy again but there was no glowing this time. She just felt incredibly warm and almost giddy as she felt his breath teasing over her lips, lending a charge to the air that she couldn't help be aware of now.

"No." She felt and sounded breathless as she finally touched her hands to his chest, letting them slide up to his shoulders as the urge took hold and she gave in. Still breathless, she tilted her head and lifted her chin to touch her lips tentatively to his. She really hoped he wouldn't hate her after that.
crazy_white_girl: (startled / scared)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-21 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
If it had been anyone else, Tandy might have thought it was just a clever ploy to get her over to the bed but she would never think that about Ty. Partially because she didn't really think he would entertain anything that would involve her and a bed as well as the fact that he was simply too innocent for something like that. At least in her eyes, he was.

But then he was touching her and she forgot those little whispers of doubt that he would see her that way. She forgot to really think at all as she pressed her lips to his, seeming to stun him for a second or two before he kissed her back.

Then it was like whoa.

She felt like she had been hit with a sledgehammer when the kiss turned greedy and he pulled her tight against him until there was no way he could hide the sudden arousal if he tried. Not that she minded as the heat seemed to flare from the center of her core and pour through her, making her knees feel weak as the rest of her jumped to a new level of awareness. One that had her starting to wrap her arms around him as she kissed him back with the same heat, the kiss going from zero to sixty in a second. Then suddenly back to zero again.

The sudden change was like whiplash, leaving her to stumble half a step before she caught herself and then proceeded to stare at him with wide eyes, her breasts rising and falling heavily as she tried to wrap her head around what had just happened. It was one of the few times he would see her momentarily speechless as she opened her mouth and then closed it again, gulping down some air.

Then, just like always, she felt a sudden flare of panic in the face of uncertainty and intimacy. Blinking, she gathered her wits around her or tried as she gave a jerky little nod. "Yeah, right. Maybe we should go? I mean, clearly we can....touch."

Yes, words were good, Tandy.
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-22 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
At the moment, Tandy didn't know what to do with herself as she stared at Tyrone and struggled to catch her breath again. She couldn't remember having ever felt this shaken up before from a simple kiss and the realization made her feel almost guilty. Mostly because in all the time she had been with Liam, even during their most intimate moments, she had always held herself back but that felt like an impossible feat with Ty. All it had taken was the feel of his mouth on hers and his arms around her to get her all caught up and swept away. It was so sudden and intense that it actually felt kind of scary.

What was even more terrifying than that was how right it had felt too.

Blowing out a small breath when he turned away to grab his hoodie, she brought her hands up to smooth her hair down again and then to tug at the neckline of her top which might have inched down just a bit when he pulled her into his arms. Getting it back into place again, she looked up and looked almost wary at the mention that they should test something else but she didn't get a chance.

Suddenly she was being enveloped in his arms and in the hoodie at the same time, leaving her leaning into him as she realized what he was going to do. Or maybe 'clutching' was the better word to describe what she did as she grabbed onto his sides and pressed her face against his shoulder as he teleported them from the church.

She was still there when they 'landed' and he started to let go. Once she was sure her feet were on solid ground, she lifted her head to peek over his shoulder before taking a small step back. "Okay, whoa, warn a girl next time, Ty."

"Is that what it feels like all the time?" She asked, tipping her head back to look at him while licking her lips.
crazy_white_girl: (smiling / pleased)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-22 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
The fact that he wasn't anything like any of her exes was probably a good thing. In fact, there was no 'probably' about it. He wasn't like anyone she had really ever been interested in before and that was actually really nice. Not that there had been anything wrong with some of them. Liam was actually a good guy whose only fault was letting her use him. Not like Ty who held her accountable and made her want to be better.

"No." She answered in a rush and with a shake of her head as she took a small step back while he shrugged out of his hoodie. "I just wasn't really expecting it but it wasn't bad. It was actually...kind of a rush. Almost like when I make my daggers appear."

Which she had told him was like sex when it first happened.

Glancing around quickly to make sure no one had spotted them, she heard his question and answered with a small smile. "There is a small club nearby that I like to go to sometimes. Don't worry, it's not one of the ones I used to do my thing in. I would just go there for fun sometimes."

Then she noticed that he was silently offering his hand and she couldn't stop herself from smiling. Even if she had experienced a small moment of panic after their kiss, she reached for his hand without second-guessing herself and even went so far as linking their fingers together as she moved to lead him forward.
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[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-22 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
The truth was that Tandy had taken the hoodie into consideration when she went about picking up some clothes for him. It made sense to her that he would bring it along because they never knew when they could run into trouble and he would need to take off. Especially with the cops still looking for him at the moment.

She felt like they would be pretty safe in the area they were in at the moment even though she considered asking him to make sure they teleport to firmer ground next time. Luckily, he was holding her hand as she picked her way up the incline without wiping out in her heels which she figured was a feat in itself.

Finally reaching the top, she paused long enough to look this way and that before leading him across the road with a smile. "Dancing. Maybe one or two drinks if you aren't against having that kind of fun. There is also a guy who shows up with a food cart about an hour before closing and he has pretty great burgers that we can grab when we're ready to go."

"Sound good?" She asked, glancing back at him to make sure.
crazy_white_girl: (side eye / cautious)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-23 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
At this moment in time, Tandy had no plans on dancing with anyone else but Ty if she could manage to get him out onto the dance floor. She knew there was a chance that he would say no but she was also betting on the fact that she could probably convince him to give it a go with just enough pleading. It hadn't escaped her that she was pretty good at convincing him to do things after all. But there was one thing she knew he didn't really care for as she glanced at him, correcting herself. "Or we could just drink pop all night if you want. I don't mind."

Then she caught the sight of the smile on his lips and she slowed to study him, her brows pulling together at the same time her lips curved into a curious half-smile. "What? Okay, shut up! I...just..."

Yes, he had managed to get her a little tongue tied but that was only because her mind shot to the idea of being in his arms again which stirred up the memory of kissing him. Not that the memory had been very far from her mind and suddenly she felt a little hot despite the fact that she was wearing a mini dress. She would blame it on the heavy feeling of heat and humidity in the air....and not him.

"What?" She blinked at him again. "What did I start?"

Was he talking about the kiss?
crazy_white_girl: (smiling / pleased)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-24 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
If she had known that he found this state adorable, Tandy would have been more flustered in a way she had never really been flustered before. She was usually able to control herself or ghost out if she needed to but it was impossible with Ty. It was almost disconcerting that he was able to strike her speechless but there was something nice about it too.

It was definitely preferable to fighting which they had done their fair share of too, especially in the beginning. Oh, there were moments when they still frustrated each other. She was sure it was more on his side than hers since she was constantly doing stupid things but he seemed to take it in stride. Hell, he hadn't even really said anything to her about the time she pushed him over a railing on the second floor of a party into a fountain below. Maybe she would have to apologize for that sometime.

But he had still shown up for her even through it all and she had shown up for him when it mattered because she couldn't imagine letting him sacrifice himself. And now here they were going out for a night on the town like, well, almost like they were a couple.

It made her wonder if people would think that he was her boyfriend and she found she didn't mind the idea. The little flare of panic wasn't nearly so bad now and she was curious when he told her that they could talk about it inside. Deciding that he was right, she turned her attention ahead and strode forward. Then, as if she could sense that he was nervous, she gave his fingers a squeeze as she greeted the guy at the door. The bouncer barely looked at them while waving them inside, causing Tandy to smirk back in triumph at Ty before they plunged into the darkness of the club.

She thought again about getting a drink but the only stop they made was by a chair where he placed his hoodie. Turning around to face him, she smiled as she started moving back onto the dance floor, still holding his hand and starting to shimmy her hips to the music while he followed.

The lights flashed over them both, making her stand out a little with her white dress and blonde hair but she only had eyes for him as he started to move. There was no hiding her smile or the fact that she was impressed by the way he could move. So she slid close again, sliding one hand to one of his shoulders and her other arm looped loosely around his shoulders while she rose up to whisper in his ears. "Color me surprised. You've actually got some moves!"
crazy_white_girl: (daggers / ready to fight)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-25 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
"No." She bit her bottom lip but it did nothing to hide the fact that she was amused or that she was smirking a moment later before she leaned up to bring her lips near his ear again. All because he needed to hear her over the music, right? "I figured maybe you would just sway cutely and let me do the rest."

She was teasing him a little but the real tease came when the music changed. The feel of his hands sliding over her hips and moving around her frame caused her heart to race again. She didn't know the song but it seemed that he did and she found herself leaning into him so she could listen to him as much as the words of the original singer. She didn't even mind that they were swaying slowly while everyone else danced around them.

She decided that she should have known that he could dance as well as he could sing. There was also the words that sent slow trickling heat through her as she found herself aching to believe he meant the words he was singing. That he would stay around when it was bad....

Biting her lip gently, she peeked at him through her lashes until the music changed and he shifted back. The way he did it had her arching a brow at him until he was urging her to turn around and she started to smirk in understanding. Shifting back into him, she started to move with the beat as she danced with him pressed against her back.

It felt good, really good, and it started to stir different emotions inside of her all over again. Feelings that had her considering turning around and kissing him again but then she felt his energy change. It was in the way he tensed, causing her to twist about to look at him with a hint of concern before she realized what it was throwing his vibe off. Looking past him to the woman behind him, she immediately rankled at the interruption and tugged at Ty at the same time she stepped forward to place herself directly between them.

Then she reached out to push at the woman's shoulder, glaring at her rather hard. "Back off, he's mine."
crazy_white_girl: (side eye / cautious)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-27 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
Just like always, or at least usually, Ty is the one stepping in and diffusing the situation where Tandy has flown off the handle just a bit. But she was annoyed at the idea that the woman would interrupt or think what she had done was at all fine. Not that she had done anything horrible but it had made Ty uncomfortable and that hadn't sat well with Tandy at all.

But she let him step forward to position himself between the two of them again but this time to urge the lady to leave them alone. He was nicer about it, of course, and Tandy relaxed when the lady decided that this whole situation wasn't worth the trouble coming her way if she pushed anymore.

That didn't stop Tandy from glaring at her over Ty's shoulder as he walked away but she was quick to relax when he turned to look at her again. Tipping her head back, she arched a brow at him until it registered that he was saying that he wasn't interested before pointing out that the woman wouldn't have liked it if they had touched. Not that it actually made Tandy feel better but she decided it helped a little. As did the way he slid his hands over her hips, tugging her close once more as she relaxed further.

"Well, you were uncomfortable. She should have kept her hands to herself..." She trailed off as he repeated the words she had used and the realization that he was right had hit her. She had meant to say something more like he was with her or that he wasn't interested but it hadn't come out like that. So she was as caught off guard as he was, pressing her lips together as he talked about hoping that this was a date.

"It's not a mark." She replied, starting to sway with him as she reached up to wrap her arms around his shoulders. Did that mean it was a date? Had she meant for it to be without really admitting it to herself? "Does that mean you want it to be a date, Ty? With me?"
crazy_white_girl: (side eye / cautious)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-08-31 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
"Are you sure? Because I could always call her back for you?" Tandy countered rather quickly, her lips twitching with a smirk again as she teased him right back without hesitation. It soothed something inside of her to hear that he wasn't interested in the other woman though. Not that she thought he actually would be but she still liked hearing it.

She could tell things were changing between them and had an idea that maybe it had been happening for a little while but tonight had been a definite turning point. Towards what, she wasn't quite sure yet but that was her issue and not really his. Except that she was starting to realize that he wanted more from her than she could have ever anticipated. Mostly because she hadn't thought he would want her like that.

Knowing that he did though was scary because she wouldn't be able to hide from him like she could with others. She had excelled at holding Liam at arms length and further rather cruelly but she couldn't pull those tricks with Ty. She had done more than enough to push him away before but he had stuck it out by being there when she felt like no one else was. Even with seeing all the crappy things she was capable of.

Her heart was pounding loudly in her ears as she heard his confession that he wanted the night to be a date between them. He was too honest and definitely way too good for her but she couldn't pull herself away from him. Oh, the whisper of doubt was there as was the urge to run in the other direction for his own good but she stayed. If anything, she seemed to tighten her arms around him even as the self-doubt flickered in her eyes.

"Are you really sure you want that, Ty? I mean, this isn't about that girl disappearing, is it?" Giving voice to her doubts tasted bad in the back of her mouth but she needed to ask. Something about him made her want to be honest too. "I mean, I'm kind of crappy at this relationship thing. You saw what I did to Liam. What if....what if I can't make you happy?"
crazy_white_girl: (intrigued / little smile)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-09-09 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Tandy certainly wouldn't call this cheating. Evita had disappeared on him and she wasn't sure if it had broken his heart or not but it had bothered him on some level which meant the other girl was no longer cool in her books. That and, honestly, Tandy sort of felt like she had first claim on Ty. Okay, maybe 'claim' wasn't the right word to use but their connection meant something and not just because of their powers.

But she did worry about whether she could make him happy or not. She wasn't sure what kind of girlfriend she could be but she knew that he deserved a good one. Looking up at him, she realized that maybe she could try. For him. If he was willing to be patient enough with her not to push or be upset when she inevitably screwed it up somewhere. As long as he was willing to stick with her through it which she was sure he would.

Remaining silent as he answered her, she bit her lip while realizing that he was right about the fact that she couldn't lie to him. Then she found herself smiling softly when he admitted that she made him happy most of the time which warmed something inside of her. It almost amused her but she didn't laugh because she didn't want him to think she was laughing at him during this kind of talk.

But instead of waiting for her response, he surprised her by grabbing one of her hands to lead her off the dance floor with the intention of getting a drink. Blinking at him, she dug in to stop from being tugged along and ended up tugging at his hand to make him stop. Then she was tugging at him again once he did, urging him to turn around before she smiled up at him.

"I think I have already proved that I'm not going anywhere, Ty. You're right too that I can't lie to you and I don't want to either which is why I'm warning you that I'm not very good at this." She drew in a breath, tugging again to draw him closer as her smile grew and somehow softened at the same time. "But if you're willing to deal with that while I learn how to be better, then...I'm in."
crazy_white_girl: (side eye / cautious)

[personal profile] crazy_white_girl 2018-09-11 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, stop. All this flattery is going to go to my head if you don't stop." Tandy replied, teasing him right back even as she poked at his arm when he told her that she was pretty good at arguing. He wasn't wrong and she knew it but that didn't mean she had to cop to it at the moment. Not really. "You're pretty good at keeping up with me too if I recall."

Kissing him was different than kissing Liam but she had expected as much. His kiss was sweeter and yet more exciting as she felt a sizzling jolt rush through her every time. She knew it was the attraction but she was sure it was also their powers. Which made it feel nice.

It was an attraction she had felt the first night at the party but she had been too focused on making him a mark. But looking back, she could see it now and sometimes she wondered what would have happened if she had just stayed around to actually talk with him instead of stealing from him. Still, things had worked out rather well. In a completely crazy sort of way that wasn't all fun but here they were.

Leaning back when the rather chaste kiss broke, she studied his face for a moment before giving him a curious look. Then she felt it too and she frowned, suddenly more alert than she had been a moment before. Not that she turned around to look as she continued to watch him, not wanting to tip off anyone that was watching them that she knew.

"What's wrong?" She asked softly, still leaning into him though she did it now so he could hear her. Then she looked concerned. "Do you think someone called....you know?"

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